[Song] It's war inside my head

A two-hours writing song,whitout dictionnary
About me and others

Shakespeare, forgive me for the many mistakes that you'll see

Alone
writing these words in front of my desk

My blood
is the ink who creates my letters

Stories
are places where i can't see my lacks

Asking
why the world sometimes seems so unfair

I suffer but only the lines of the paper can understand me

It's war inside my head
Lonely boy on the battlefield
Smiling in front of my ennemies
I don't want to be helped

It's war inside my head
It's pain inside my head
There are regrets inside my head
But i'm not only a head
I try to be a person
But the rest that life has made
Don't interest anyone

I can't count how many times
I 've hoped that everything changes
I've searched where happiness could be find
But my only result was the shame

I try to have good people around me
But I only get a empty and whole hole
Nevertheless, I know my soul can be loved
But my weakness destroy them all

It's war inside my head
I fight fire with fire to be saved
But I know i can't go further
And I'm the only hurted

It's war inside my head
It's pain inside my head
There are regrets inside my head
But i'm not only a head
I try to be a person
But the rest that life has made
Don't interest anyone

Some people compare me as a cream
Many other tell I'm just a crime
I hate myself and I scream
But I don't really want to die

Friendship
is the essence of my existence

It's
the buildings of my town

But
my reason decide it's a fault

And
sends them two planes to offend

It's war inside my head
I create a fortress around me
And no weapon can explose it
But with just a word, it can be beat

It's war inside my head
It's pain inside my head
There are regrets inside my head
But i'm not only a head
I try to be a person
But the rest that my life has made
Don't interest anyone

I know my faults
(Can you forgive me?)
I know my sins
(Can you forgive me?)
I know your bad words on me
Despite the secret
Despite your smile
Despite your texts
Despite the fight

It's war inside my head
I cannot see my fate
The darkness covers me
I heard only you laughing
But we finally both know
If I'm so bad as you say
You're worst than me.

Publié par Hadrien à mercredi, août 27, 2008